every have one of those times where you have just reached the point that all you CAN do is give up? im at that point right now, and honestly im content with it. i mean i can always try again.

background. i have been takign a lot of classes this semester, a full load on top of work. i am doing well in all my other classes except for spanish, foreign language has never been a strong point with me. i tried to take it back in high school and failed out. i have to take a foreign language to graduate and what have you and i wanted to take it this semester so i did. well, i didnt realize how shitty of a teacher (now this is just my opinion) that i was going to have. i had asked him for help before, all he did was say go to a tutor. now i can understand that and dont give me flack for it cause yes its a smart thing to do, cause i did. but, that has not helped going to the tutor, studying every damn chance i can (which is little with the scheduale i have) has not helped me out. i mean i went up to him the other day we had class and was basically like "i am clueless, i have tried everything and i can barely understand any of it." all his response was " have you tried tutoring, maybe one of your class mates can help you." now keep in mind i dont talk to any of my class mates, no one talks ot anyone in that class. and to me it just doesnt feel right going up to one of them and being like "hey, help me with spanish."

anyways, the whole point in this post ( i kinda got side tracked) is that i have for once in my life gotten to the point where i have tried so damn hard and cannot succeed no matter what i do. Hopefully if i take it again, whome ever it is that teaches me, gives a little bit more effort in my success instead of assuming that ill do good.

sorry, im sure this is a useless post, im just venting/ranting