You, son, are on a path of self destruction. This is a journey that you'll not want to embark on, lest you want to enjoy life on the infracted side. You should focus on your future and plan out the roads to success in your life from here on out. Only look back to see the trials that you've set yourself in use those trials as guide stones in your future endeavors to pure righteousness. Please don't stray down the path that I strolled on. The path of least resistance is sometimes not the path to total, or even partial, salvation. Let focus be your guide and you shall overcome and persevere against all naysayers and infractions. Later, QD.