I've only read 2 of your posts and I'm on the biggest boredom downer I've ever known.
You clearly crave attention, and just as clearly don't deserve any.
I on the other hand feel sorry for you as you were born "special" and you hoped that here would be a great leveller as people couldn't see your disabilities.
Creative that you chose to portray yourself as a cartoon figure.
It seems that your love for anime has never left your shit-covered face.
So limp off, have a bowl of dog nibbles, lick your window for some comfort and curl up alone and afraid of how the world views you.
And if I get really bored I can always throw your dinner money into your back pocket and watch you mong dance as you try to get at it.
Remember. You are my bitch from now on.