Sammich that pic is what made me realize 6 months ago how fat I was, My stomach there is HUGE!! I was like HOLY SHIT!! You know Leisa always made such great dinners, didnt provide me any portion control so I always had seconds and thrids and she loved me no matter how I looked, so i didnt realize I was so big. But I bought a size 36 in jeans last weekend and I fit into them!! I was so excited!!!

I am getting there!!!

Paul, its hard man, this past week I am having a hard time cause I want all the bad shit!! But im trying to fight it.