Wow. I would probably have to be admitted to a crazy person hospital. Dont know that I could kill myself, but I would go beat the shit out of some ppl I dont like right after living life to the fullest! That scares me even thinking about it! It only takes that one time and bam.....your life is changed forever! Even wrapping it up does not always give you a 100% clean slate......

I would probably just get married to the person and just have rampent sex and do whatever I could to get by!