Thanks guys!! You know as I read what you all are saying I tear up, I admit it... and I still cant accept it, that I/WE will never see her again, Thats such fuckin bullshit to me, I just cant imagine a lifetime without her, Granted I have no choice just like you all who have lost loved ones to have to accept it I guess, and we all have to step foward and live, But like you all said, its much easier said than done. Her like many people are taken WAY before thier time and its so unfair for us all to be left not understanding why we all loose such amazing people.