Hey here is an idea...stfu ur already lame.
First off grow up:
"We have kids like that at our school and make fun of them all the time."
Secondly:
Judging by the fact that you want to put a picture of a girl blowing her head off and her brains and blood turning into butterflies as if that represents mayb..happiness or peace in death, then I'd say your an alternative punk rock kid wanna be who dyes their hair black and wears those tight ass jeans. And if you are, you lied, cause there is NO way in hell those things would be comfortable, on anyone, ever.
Third:
If you are going to get a tattoo, the best advice anyone has given I think is get something you kno you can live w/for the rest of your life unless you wanna pay to get it removed very painfully later on down the road if possible.