Im not like all depressed today, I just cant believe its been that long already since she has been home. 3 months ago tonight I didnt know how I would even pay a bill without her taking care of things, and 3 months later I have bills getting paid, house stays spotless, I even make my own dinners now...LOL. I do honestly think god didnt have her pass that night of the stroke and Leisa fought to stay alive long enough for me to learn how to take care of things, because she literally ran the house, took care of everything and anything, she took such good care of me. So I think she made sure to stay around long enough for me to get things in order. Just hard to believe last time I heard her voice and had dinner with her was 3 months ago today. I miss my baby so much, but even Brittanee told me last night, Leisa would want me getting back out there and meeting new people.....