I was able to finally pick up Leisa's Urn yesterday and bring her home. I cant explain it but for the first time last night because she was in my room I slept through the night for the first time since this nightmare began. I cant explain it, but I feel a calm in my life now, like I can begin to try and pick up the peices of my life. I dunno, But her being home is where she belongs and I am glad to have her back home.