Today is the first time I will see her since I was at her side when she passed. I dont know how I will handle it, or how I will even be able to breath. Today is the day I have to begin to say my good bye's to her, and that will be the hardest thing I will ever do. Tomorrow at 11:30 they will close the casket and her memory from that point on and pictures is all I will have then we will all say good bye at the service.


I would give my life for just one day with her, I would give every breath in my body and make a deal for my soul for just one last kiss and one last I love you... But it will never happen, her voice I will never hear again.