A Leisa Moment:

[Kevykev]

Thanks Kev!! I loved reading that thread. Also thanks for telling me "I did good", I truley hope she was happy with me and I did things right in her eyes. I hope she loved me with all her heart and knew how much I loved her

You were always a subject in our convos man even if it were for a quick second.

I thought it was so funny that both of you would be on lap tops or just on the internet up to different stuff, but at the SAME DAMN TIME. I always laughed at that man.

Only "HOPE" if you need something to do man, I can Guarantee you that you were what kept her going man, you know me enough to know that i don't waste time with statement of false hope (we briefly spoke about that at N.Side)

Even during the Mortgage days man (lol), you both kept each other going.

[Brett]

Thanks man, Leisa was a gift in my life, every day was a true gift, and some days I took her for granted and always thought Id have tomorrow to do something to make her feel special, and now I cry thinking I could have always done it better for her.

[Kevykev]

Thanks man, Leisa was a gift in my life, every day was a true gift, and some days I took her for granted and always thought Id have tomorrow to do something to make her feel special, and now I cry thinking I could have always done it better for her.

Perfectly normal... But speaking to you made me think "is it really possible to live everyday 100% as if it were your last and to not take the ones you love fore granted EVER?"

It's impossible and even if you tried, your life..and their's would suck bad. Can you image how it would be? You wouldn't even let her leave the house for fear of losing her somehow.

We just have to understand that life is Bigger than us. The most we can do is handle business and take advantage of life as much as you can. You can't Maximize every single opportunity but you can Maximize as many as you can.

You've got hundreds of posts on here stating of how both of you have done so much, so whenever you doubt or blame yourself -just remember > It's cause you're human.

In your heart, you know how good you did. You said it yourself, people can go a lifetime without truly loving someone or inspiring another. Both Leisa and you have done BOTH of those monumental things.

[Brett]

~wipes tears~ she truly inspired me. No other person will ever touch me like she did and change my life like Leisa.