thats why we are all here brett, we as a community are here to help you and be there for you in those times you need a shoulder to cry and lean on. this site although there is tons of bs and bashing, when times arise that there needs to be serious talk, its done. we know how she was, we know what she meant to you and to everyone on this board. we will all miss her and be there for you in any way shape or form that we possibly can.