where you just hold yourself to too high of a standard and you start to think you really cant achieve it. I am having one of those right now. I really want good things for myself, the past few years werent IMO and i really wanted to make a right this year, especially with school and get back on my feet. I was doing so good when the semester started and it just slowly seems like its going back to how it used to be and being in rut. i just dont know what to do. im about to drop one class. cuz i cant handle the work load that class puts out with all the other material from the other classes. i dunno, i just feel like im goin back to that rut. it sucks