Damn Bro, I have seen you on here for years and read all the rants and all the cracks on you and seemed to have taken it like a champ. You seem like a genuinely good person, and I feel for you. I do, I read this on the daily hoping your girl pulls out of it and I know nobody on here can imagine what you are going through. But I think of how it would be for my boys and I if this were to happen to my wife and think you are handling this way better than I could. My thoughts go out to you, remember to take care of yourself too though.