lol.. you wasted all your time to write that? i'm pathetic. you need to look at yourself. really. you have a job? congrats. i don't care. you have actual female company? congrats. i still don't care. my sister and i are actually cool right now. she's had her baby and everything. i even babysitted her for a little bit last night. shows how much you actually know about me. your sister saying i'm ugly, i've already told you, it doesn't bother me. guys choosing others over me? LOL they only do that after i dump them. i've never gone crazy over a guy. no need to. guys are a dime a dozen, easily replaced. and just for writing all of that, i think you are the one that needs to seek help. not me.