Holy damn man, I really hope things work out for you, atleast we know you have the balls to man up to a mistake. Sometimes my life seems too normal for me and I wind up doing something to fck it up so it's not so ordinary (I hate when I do, dumbest things I've ever done). I guess I feel too trapped when the only thing I have to complain about is not having money for car parts when I want them. Oh well, best of wishes.