eric just sent this out. she wrote it for him the night she blacked out for the last time:

Quote Originally Posted by Nikki
Dearest Eric,
I know things are so hard right now,my family not
liking you cause you are OSD. But I have been crazy about you since
the first time,you pm me on the forum, And even more funnier my sister
say's get in my name and talk to this guy he sounds real sweet and you
two may hit it off, I fell for you that first day,knowing you were
from Virginia and I was from Newport News,Va. I knew hun we were meant to be, forgive me for my stupid ways.
Growing up in a home of drunks,I know I had to be a
pain to you,but you hung on and stopped being that, I never asked you
to lose weight,you look so handsome,I am very proud of you my love.
But dont lose it so fast. Which is why i need to ask you to always
love the girls ,teach them about cars,how to overhaul them and make
theirselves proud, just like if they were boys, I want them to be like
me in that manner , But still very girlie, Take care of them, Im
thinking my cancer is worse or something is wrong, I hurt and I know
somethings not right. I have asked the Dr. but he says settling pains,
hun, if something happens, save my girls.
My racing hot hunny, I love you, My family may not like you ,but we are one, no one but God can separate us. Please tell my new mom (your mother) Thanxs for being so kind and loving. I thought she would hate me,being younger than you and getting pregnant. I'm gonna close my eyes ,wake me when you get home, I want kisses..
here is the latest update. im in tears:

Quote Originally Posted by VdubsPornStar08
Nicole is still not improving yet, her kidneys have shut down,She is not responding ,but some experimental meds are being used now. So pray please