You just fell into a big ol vat of meth. Couldn't get out. I love it when people say that. I personally couldn't find any weed to buy and had access to meth is why I first tried it. It took about a month to realize that I had become something I couldn't stand and was totally against. I dropped several long time friends, came clean to my parents and girlfriend and made a decision to stop. Haven't looked back since. Since you just fell in then just jump out.