im not worried about boot camp , but leavin my mom is gonna be hard . i call myself an only child but my brother actually died right in fornt of me and i just dont speak of it often. so my mom losing another would be tragic and i know realting anything to a song is considered emo but i dont give a **** , i heard a song by tim mcgraw earlier , if your reading this, and it made me think really hard and long .