i am willing to work it out with all of the mods and bring my energy down but nobody gives me the chance. Its the same people that always takes it straight to the WL and puts me on the front cover.... i dont want that. PM me or call me whatever. I would much rather talk in private. IA gives me the attention i dont want... its always been that way.

I want nothing more than to be accepted by the other mods for a motivator rather than a "god". That is all i have been doing is just simply being a motivator.

I do want to learn the ways of the IA family... Im just doing what I was asked to do.