alot of people have said i have taken this shit too far and i need to calm the fuck down...some people understand, some dont. so here i am explaining myself. i never had many people, including family do much for me(waaaa i know)everything i have ever had i have got by getting it myself. yes i wreaked my car, yes i was driving agressively but at the same time what cause the wreak was me hitting my brakes and the car was having issues were when i hit the brakes the rear kicked out but this time the road was so small i wasnt able to correct and save it. when i got out of the hospital the first person i saw was retro. he told me "chad we know u are not gonna be able to work for a couple months and want to make sure u have money to buy ciggs, food and pay bills that need to be paid, so we set up a fund rasier in ur name and we collected allmost 500 bucks" that shit touched me deep, that people really honestly cared enough to help me when i needed it. i never asked for anything cause thats just not me, thats not the way i was brought up but my friends knew i needed help and they gave it and because of that i really relized who my true and real friends are. that shit ment and still does mean alot to me.

now when a person makes jokes and makes fun of me saying i begged for money it really fuckin pisses me off, when a person threatens to beat my ass when i stick up for what my friends did for me that too really pisses me off, yes, enough to the piont where i am willing to fight. they did so much for me and a person sits there and talks shit about what they did it makes very angry cause i have never had people there to back me like they did.

landon, i know u were in jail tonight, i have allready confirmed that u are not lying, yes u did tell me many times that u were gonna meet me at the varsity at 11pm and u were gonna kick my ass. i called u at 10pm when i left, i called u at 11pm when i was there and i called u at 11:20 when i was about to leave and i was ready to handle this shit, but u never answered my phone calls. where this goes from here is up to u, now that u see why im so upset about this u can PM me/call me and tell me u are sorry for talking shit about the nicest thing anybody has ever done for me and u can never speak about me or my friends again and this can all be over with or we can continue this for another night and u can give me that ass beating u told me about. its all up to u landon, balls in ur court, im ready whenever, we can meet up tomorrow night and deal with this.

for everybody else u can think what u want of me, this is one of the reasons me and alot of others have stop posting so much. some people on this forum think they can say whatever they want and hide behind a keyboard. QD is my homie and funny as fuck and makes me LOL everytime he posts and never takes it to a leval where it shouldnt go but some people think they can take this online stuff to a whole nother leval and its ok. u cant sit there and talk shit on IA about peoples family, their friends and things that they hold dear to their heart and expect them to do nothing. thats the reason i never talk shit on here, this is a local site, if u arent willing to say something to somebodys face, u shouldnt say it with ur keyboard.

anyways...landon im waiting to hear from u on what u wanna do and how u wanna handle this shit. tell me u were wrong cause of what u have said and done, or we can meet up tomorrow night.

smoke break, be right back.