Good...

[Dracc]

What is it now?

errything good bruh?

hell da fuck naw cuz.... bitches nagging getting on my nerve... make a ***** wanna flip out

[ahmonrah]

God I hope I never turn into one of them...

nah, i dont see you as being on of those types. tryin to use kids to make a man miserable, especially when it's not fair for the kids. 2 of my homeboys went through it and to be honest, these are stand-up guys and i hated to see them get caught up like that. it wasnt they fault those she-demons had their own agendas.....it's like giving your heart to a cannibal, best believe it will get eaten and shat out in the bushes later.....admittedly i doded the "kids bullet" about 2 years ago.....my silly ass almost forgot my own motto while stroking the bus through the depot! came (no pun intended) to me at the last minute ~ schools not in session yet , idiot!!~ said the lil voice of reason, so i jumped up and turned the TV on!!

all i had to say was "whew, where's your windex?"

[SLOWLYbtngU]

hell da fuck naw cuz.... bitches nagging getting on my nerve... make a ***** wanna flip out

But why let it take you there? You know how your family is. I know it seems crazy but maybe you should jsut try to do what you know they want you to do so that they dont act stupid with you. They cant bitch at you for things that they want done, if you have already done them. I know this isnt what you want to hear but it is true. This is how I lived with my parents and when I finally had the means to move. I did. Now my mom realizes everything that I did. But I will be damned if I ever go back.

[ahmonrah]

hell da fuck naw cuz.... bitches nagging getting on my nerve... make a ***** wanna flip out

*edit* SOME even do that without kids..some are kool as ice.. but i feel ya bruh, just stay kewl and lookout for the men thread.....by me and BTEC we gonna discuss all that.

[Dracc]

But why let it take you there? You know how your family is. I know it seems crazy but maybe you should jsut try to do what you know they want you to do so that they dont act stupid with you. They cant bitch at you for things that they want done, if you have already done them. I know this isnt what you want to hear but it is true. This is how I lived with my parents and when I finally had the means to move. I did. Now my mom realizes everything that I did. But I will be damned if I ever go back.

baby you dont understand my family.. these bitches fuss and cuss me out about shit i DO.... meaning... I cut the grass.. Oh it should have been done sooner.... wash the dishes... why didnt you wait till later on tonite to wash the dishes...... wash there car.... i shouldnt have to ask you to wash my car.. bitch its a prime example why you husband left yo ass.. and now that her mom my grandma is here.. shit just adds on to it... i'm not doing shit else in this motha fucka but make sure my daughter straight... so much shit going on around her... when i do get out this motha fucka they gone wish i didnt.. i'm in debt paying bills in a house that aint even mine cause yo dumbass cry poo mouth cause you spend money on ya hair and nails and eating out with all ya hoe friends and come bill time you aint got no money... this shit ... i swear if i was crazy i'd shot all these motha fucka in here... minus my daughter

[SLOWLYbtngU]

nah, i dont see you as being on of those types. tryin to use kids to make a man miserable, especially when it's not fair for the kids. 2 of my homeboys went through it and to be honest, these are stand-up guys and i hated to see them get caught up like that. it wasnt they fault those she-demons had their own agendas.....it's like giving your heart to a cannibal, best believe it will get eaten and shat out in the bushes later.....admittedly i doded the "kids bullet" about 2 years ago.....my silly ass almost forgot my own motto while stroking the bus through the depot! came (no pun intended) to me at the last minute ~ schools not in session yet , idiot!!~ said the lil voice of reason, so i jumped up and turned the TV on!!

all i had to say was "whew, where's your windex?"

lmao....

I dunno, i think that all females have the psycho tnedancy it is jsut some are better at hiding it than others. I am tryin this whole liking somebody thing out right now matter of fact, and I cant seem to figure out when to be more feminine(psycho) in certain things. Like I see girls tryin to holla at him but I just sit back and watch because I jsut feel like if he goes then he wasnt mine to begin with. You feel me? Like I am so laid back but at the same time I dont want the guy to think that I dont care. Cuz I do..I jsut dont know how to tell him or how to show him. I bitch to my friends but I dont say anything to him because I dont want him to a) get cocky cuz he got me caring and b) it jsut isnt in my nature.

[ahmonrah]

But why let it take you there? You know how your family is. I know it seems crazy but maybe you should jsut try to do what you know they want you to do so that they dont act stupid with you. They cant bitch at you for things that they want done, if you have already done them. I know this isnt what you want to hear but it is true. This is how I lived with my parents and when I finally had the means to move. I did. Now my mom realizes everything that I did. But I will be damned if I ever go back.

well put!

by knocking "naggable" shit out before it becomes an issue, theres no more ammo to be thrown your way.....well....that's when they make up shit, but that can be blown off. and like the lovely slowly, i played their game and concocted my exit early so that i would'nt have to come back. and with the exception of recovery from my wreck, for like 3 months, i havent been back in like 12 years. and WONT BE BACK!

[SLOWLYbtngU]

baby you dont understand my family.. these bitches fuss and cuss me out about shit i DO.... meaning... I cut the grass.. Oh it should have been done sooner.... wash the dishes... why didnt you wait till later on tonite to wash the dishes...... wash there car.... i shouldnt have to ask you to wash my car.. bitch its a prime example why you husband left yo ass.. and now that her mom my grandma is here.. shit just adds on to it... i'm not doing shit else in this motha fucka but make sure my daughter straight... so much shit going on around her... when i do get out this motha fucka they gone wish i didnt.. i'm in debt paying bills in a house that aint even mine cause yo dumbass cry poo mouth cause you spend money on ya hair and nails and eating out with all ya hoe friends and come bill time you aint got no money... this shit ... i swear if i was crazy i'd shot all these motha fucka in here... minus my daughter

Please calm down. I am sorry that you're going through this. I promise that in the end it all gets better. Promise!

[Dracc]

lmao....

I dunno, i think that all females have the psycho tnedancy it is jsut some are better at hiding it than others. I am tryin this whole liking somebody thing out right now matter of fact, and I cant seem to figure out when to be more feminine(psycho) in certain things. Like I see girls tryin to holla at him but I just sit back and watch because I jsut feel like if he goes then he wasnt mine to begin with. You feel me? Like I am so laid back but at the same time I dont want the guy to think that I dont care. Cuz I do..I jsut dont know how to tell him or how to show him. I bitch to my friends but I dont say anything to him because I dont want him to a) get cocky cuz he got me caring and b) it jsut isnt in my nature.

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[ahmonrah]

~pickin myself off the floor....tries to fix back support of my chair....failure~

um, sorry ladies and gents...i was tryin to respond but figured i'd stretch, and broke the back of m chair i said i was gona fix......SLIPPERZZZZZ!!!!

[Dracc]

Please calm down. I am sorry that you're going through this. I promise that in the end it all gets better. Promise!

fuck dont worry about it... i'm about to take a ride on my homies bike.. its raining.. i cant find my damn jacket... i'm bouncing

[SLOWLYbtngU]

..

Is it?

[SLOWLYbtngU]

~pickin myself off the floor....tries to fix back support of my chair....failure~

um, sorry ladies and gents...i was tryin to respond but figured i'd stretch, and broke the back of m chair i said i was gona fix......SLIPPERZZZZZ!!!!

lmao..hell nah..hahahah

ghetto rig FTW!!!

[SLOWLYbtngU]

fuck dont worry about it... i'm about to take a ride on my homies bike.. its raining.. i cant find my damn jacket... i'm bouncing

Umm that is not safe...I dont think you should do that.

[ilovemyhonda.]

jose im bored

["B"]

Papi's back. Everyone report to the dance floor for the WHITE GIRL WIGGLE!!!

[SLOWLYbtngU]

well put!

by knocking "naggable" shit out before it becomes an issue, theres no more ammo to be thrown your way.....well....that's when they make up shit, but that can be blown off. and like the lovely slowly, i played their game and concocted my exit early so that i would'nt have to come back. and with the exception of recovery from my wreck, for like 3 months, i havent been back in like 12 years. and WONT BE BACK!

Hell nah...lol

I dunno, I just need to be more girly??? Like I mean it is very much so obvious that I am a female and even more so that I am a sexual being...But I have been out of a relationship since 05 and I have changed a lot since then and am not sure how to act around guys b/c I have not relied on another human for my well being in FOREVER!

[SLOWLYbtngU]

jose im bored

Well think of it this way..I am still at work.

[SLOWLYbtngU]

Papi's back. Everyone report to the dance floor for the WHITE GIRL WIGGLE!!!

You come up with the most random ass shit...

[ilovemyhonda.]

when you get off?

[SLOWLYbtngU]

when you get off?

Have no clue. Wednesdays are my late days. Then whatever time I get outta here I get to come back at 8am and do it all over again

[ahmonrah]

Hell nah...lol

I dunno, I just need to be more girly??? Like I mean it is very much so obvious that I am a female and even more so that I am a sexual being...But I have been out of a relationship since 05 and I have changed a lot since then and am not sure how to act around guys b/c I have not relied on another human for my well being in FOREVER!

nah, just be who you are, we change all the time for reasons we dont always understand, but are necessary. ifyou feel the need to be more "girly" iif you will, just make sure you want or need to be that way, if you dont, then dont. like i used to tell tasuki after her wreck, "you behave the way you do after the wreck cause your mask you hid behind was stripped away(i.e. not showing her real feelings), now, with you knowing just how fast life can e taken away, a mask is not needed. so dont fight it, but accept and act on your real feelings."

[ilovemyhonda.]

I HATE WORK!!

[SLOWLYbtngU]

nah, just be who you are, we change all the time for reasons we dont always understand, but are necessary. ifyou feel the need to be more "girly" iif you will, just make sure you want or need to be that way, if you dont, then dont. like i used to tell tasuki after her wreck, "you behave the way you do after the wreck cause your mask you hid behind was stripped away(i.e. not showing her real feelings), now, with you knowing just how fast life can e taken away, a mask is not needed. so dont fight it, but accept and act on your real feelings."

Man that is the problem. I really like ole boy. Like I really really do. But I dunno what to do to prove it to him and then he hasnt known me for a long time so he doesnt really know how I am as a person and I feel bad walking in with a load of uncertainty on my back and unloading them on him. He says he doesnt care and it doesnt bother him but I jsut wish I was carefree in the world so that I can give myself willingly to him. But it terrifies me. I sit next to him sometimes in the car and jsut cry because he is so perfect and I am afraid that he is going to do something to ruin that. Not because he seems like the type that will hurt me, but because every guy that I have had feelings for finds a way to hurt me so deep that I dunno how to recover or I dont even know if I want to ever go there again. Man this is sad I am still at work and I jsut want to be held by him and at the same time I think that I should just maybe be alone for a while.

[SLOWLYbtngU]

I HATE WORK!!

I dont hate it...Just wears me out..

[Jecht]

Hey guys whats up? I'm bored out of my mind if you can't tell.

[SLOWLYbtngU]

Hey guys whats up? I'm bored out of my mind if you can't tell.

Why hello there!

[Dracc]

Every contemplate just riding somewhere and not coming back??... i just rode out on my boys gsxr 600 for a minute.. and i just thought about hitting 85 and not coming back...

[Jecht]

Why hello there!

Whats up?

[SLOWLYbtngU]

[SLOWLYbtngU]

Every contemplate just riding somewhere and not coming back??... i just rode out on my boys gsxr 600 for a minute.. and i just thought about hitting 85 and not coming back...

...Yes but when I do it is because I realize there is nothing holding me back. You should go if that is how you feel.

[SLOWLYbtngU]

Whats up?

Nada. Still at work.

At least I am hitting overtime.

[Dracc]

...Yes but when I do it is because I realize there is nothing holding me back. You should go if that is how you feel.

I'm back aint I

[SLOWLYbtngU]

I'm back aint I

U getting smart?

[Dracc]

U getting smart?

i've always been smart... maybe you've been to dumb to notice

[SLOWLYbtngU]

i've always been smart... maybe you've been to dumb to notice

Ohhhh... We got jokes!!! Ok now..Who is tryin to be funny now? huh???

Eat me!

[SLOWLYbtngU]

I wanna go home!!!! I think I am jsut gonna go....I gotta be back here at 8am tomorrow and stay until 6:30....

[ahmonrah]

Man that is the problem. I really like ole boy. Like I really really do. But I dunno what to do to prove it to him and then he hasnt known me for a long time so he doesnt really know how I am as a person and I feel bad walking in with a load of uncertainty on my back and unloading them on him. He says he doesnt care and it doesnt bother him but I jsut wish I was carefree in the world so that I can give myself willingly to him. But it terrifies me. I sit next to him sometimes in the car and jsut cry because he is so perfect and I am afraid that he is going to do something to ruin that. Not because he seems like the type that will hurt me, but because every guy that I have had feelings for finds a way to hurt me so deep that I dunno how to recover or I dont even know if I want to ever go there again. Man this is sad I am still at work and I jsut want to be held by him and at the same time I think that I should just maybe be alone for a while.

well my point is that you should'nt have to "prove" anything to him, or anyone else. if he knows that you like him, and he honestly feels the same, then it is what is is. and it's up to him to either inform you that he likes you too, or not. when people go through that bullshit "prove to me you like or love me" even though the prior convo's and body language are apparent, they (the likee) is not worth your time.

[ahmonrah]

Every contemplate just riding somewhere and not coming back??... i just rode out on my boys gsxr 600 for a minute.. and i just thought about hitting 85 and not coming back...

all the time.......sometimes i wanna wake up and be back in CHICAGO.....start over fresh.....but i got alot of cool peoples here.....i may still do it.

[ahmonrah]

tried to add myself to my buddy list.....failkjhn. ,rdf/jaz............................
DAMN THIS "NO BACK" CHAIR!!!