I dont think that you are a racist. I think that you just need to be comfortable in the settings you choose to be in. Most of my friends are black but I am latina. They come to the latin club all the time with me and the one time that I went to Club Q with them...I was extremely quiet and unsure...Just cuz it wasnt what I was used to, yet when I went to MJQ a couple of weeks ago, it was predominantly black yet I felt perfectly fine...It jsut depends on what you are comfortable with.