thats life brother.. sometimes it feels good when you buy something for "YOU". I know the feeling..
As small as it sounds to some ( a phone ) even small stuff like that can bring enjoyment to some.
Believe me, there is people out there who can't afford something that small, but,Hard work paysoff at any level... That being on a 50 pair of shoes, 200 phone or 300k house.... and so on...

So I understand what you are saying.

I have a blackjack.. cool shizz.