I don't think you understand.. My passport wasn't renewed, still isn't and wont be until I can afford to have it renewed. I found out about her leaving to DR a week before school ended, the only reason she was able to go is because she passed all of her classes. (I HELPED HER PASS 4 CLASSES SHE WAS FAILING) After I found out my only hope was to beg my mom and dad for $ to get my passport renewed through one of those express agencies which takes about 5-7 days anyways. about $280 plus the $600 for the flight

I knew I wasn't going to make it and I was trying to scrounge up the money any way possible, of course that just didn't happen..

Now I'm kicking myself over it because I didn't think I'd feel like shit being without her for 2 weeks.