Tell You what man I know how you feel...I lost a 2000 Civic I put about 10 grand into when a old lady blew a red light and destroyed it last year. Put me in the hospital..It sucks to loose all that money and time...I know the last thing on your mind is the Z..more like BILLS, HEALTH, PAPERWORK/MEDICAL EXPENSES, and trying to find way to get to work..Hang tough man it will all work out..BTW I'm just glad I got to see it in action before it's death