fuck it, just venting,

just wanna say im in fuckin hell. ive been playin my situation off like its no biggie but it sucks im in fuckin pain all day at work and when i get home. im hungry as all hell and freakin bored as shit.

i refuse all pain meds cause im stupid i guess,i saw my new doctor today and i got 2 1/2 weeks left til i get my wires taken out....good news right??

hell yeah and no at the same time. i still have 3 weeks of being bound by rubberbands after the wires are out before i can actually eat soild food,,fuck shit damn piss ahh hell lololool oh yeah i booked my wire removal while awake hahha im a sucker for pain i guess, the doc was like WTF? i was like man i broke my face and in seconds i shook it off, thanks to god i have the strenght to deal with this pain,with out him i could not imagine.


oh and yeah i broke my jaw in 3 places 3 weeks ago in case your woundering.i found out i may never be the same too, i hate having no feeling on my right side of my face. nerve damage sucks ass....

the last solid thing i had in my mouth was the pavement, always wear a helment when you ride a bike or bicycle kids!!! and a full face one a regular one wont help,protect your chin....and be thankful every time your able to take a bite, its the little things we take for granted that are so much more than we realize.... end rant i feel better


ok im done venting im gonna drink some dinner and beat the shit outta my guitar!!!!