its always a touchy subject but today around 5:30 i got the bad news that a co-worker/friend had killed herself. i dont wanna go into details but it just got me thinking....as we go though life bitching and whinning and complaining theres always someone who has it worst off then you, so much so that they take their own life. i rreally wish i could go back and talk with her just to see whats running though her mind maybe me talking to her would have changed the outcome of thing and i could see her at work tommorrow but hoping and wishing will never bring her back.

well the point i am trying to get to is DEATH its self. i just wanna know what people are thinking when they hear the word death or how they feel when think about your own death cause you know its coming someday as crude as that sounds? dont you ever wonder what someones is thinking when the take a life or take their own life, does your life really flash before eyes, does it hurt, is there any way to prevent it....and the list goes on and on and on and on.

I think this is good time to stop think....and love the life you were given and the people around you who love you as a person, friend, son, dad,brother, sister,mom,daughter, grandma, grandpa, or whatever you are to that person.


Cindy, i miss you already
~NEIL