Looks like life deals people bad hands sometimes...

No matter how hard I try or how determined i am to make it better for myself, things just keep fallin apart.

I'ma lose my job tomorrow cuz I cant make it to work, the bus doesnt make it to my place of business. I'll no longer be able to attend my college cuz today was the last day I could miss so they will drop me. 3.89 GPA to. I was on my work cuz I want a future for myself, but looks like that'll have to be postponed once again...

I just dont understand, everything I'm doing is backfiring, everything is. I have 2 cars that dont work. Just replaced a motor in the other, dizzy locked up, picked up another, igniter bad, out of money and out of time! I dont have enough credit to get a NEW car, dont have enough cash for an old one.

I guess I'm not the only to have these sets of problems, but I didnt wanna be one of them. And all this, from trying to better myself for a decent future.

This sucks man...