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For about a year now I have been doing pills everyday. Pain pills, muscle relaxers, and nerve pills. Wednesday I had bought 67 1mg klonopins and traded 20 of them for 20 xanaxs so I had 47 klonopins and 20 xanaxs. Well someone saw them so my mom and dad went and lookin in my truck the next dayand there was only 10 xanaxs left. I don't ever remember takin all them. Also there was half a bottle of vodka and an empty bottle of parrot bay which I drank that day.My dad comes after me and throws me up against his jeep and once I get away I am so fucked up I go inside and grab my gun and tell him to never touch me again. The whole time I am doin this the ambulance is there cause they thought I ODed. I was cussin out the paramedics and my parents. It won't ever happen again. I have learned my lesson the hard way. I am through with pills unless I have to take them.