so if you're in a gang or some shit FUCK YOU
i just found out my friend was shot and killed in california. i haven't seen him in a long time. we went to school with each other for a few years and then he went to california. he was involved in a gang. what gang i don't know. and i know his younger brother went to jail for some gang activity for a while.
and here i am sitting around on my ass all the time thinking woe is me just because i don't have a job or the will to go to school and i don't hang out with people so much anymore - and my friend just got fucking killed.
i think i forced myself to cry from this whole emotional block thing i have going on. but i haven't really had some one close to me die like that. so this is a little new to me. i feel sick to my stomach, and i'm not sure anyone here in columbus knows. it was hard for him and his brother to make friends sometimes.
so this is what i'm gonna do. i'm gonna try to get involved in some gang resistance shit or something. i don't know. maybe i'm just saying that because i'm not sure what i should feel right now. trying not to throw up. it's just so freaky...when people die. sometimes you wonder how long you're gonna be alive.




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and sorry I just noticed that you are a girl, sorry for saying man in that post
