AKA matt... damn man.. WOW is all i gotta say
copied from his myspace bullentin
(Matt)
i think me and my so called fiance are no longer together... i am hurt and really upset i don't know what to do or what to think right now.. i am crying... **** hurts more than i thought it would i am slo really confused.... i am lost i just don't kno.... i think maybe hell i don't kno.. i can't wait to get back to my car at my house and go for a little drive....its hard to be in love and happy when all you do is fuss so maybe all the hurt and tears is not worth it no matter how much you care about some one.... i dunno. i mean i love her to death but i no longer kno if all the pain i go thru to make myself think i am happy is worth it any longer, atleast i now think i was trick myself into thinking i was happy with her, because in the end all we seem to do is fuss... i just don't know right now.. love ha, what a ****ty thing...