How exactly do you know what I have and have not experienced? Are you God? I don't think so. I have not heard His voice but I have heard His words. I have experienced unexplainable things that were God moving in my life, and i'm not talking about getting blessed with things. I'm talking about a Holy Spirit encounter that you obviously have no experience with. Believing and having faith is more than just saying you believe. When you truly open yourself up and stop looking for the tangible and boxed in view of God and stop trying to fit Him inside of your thought process and in your tiny mind ( I am now referring to all that doubt or question not just you ) There is a side to life, another dimension or realm if you will, that we can never fully comprehend or experience until we are open to it. You QD have some sort of belief or faith from what I have gathered, yet maybe you don't believe that a being powerful enough to create the universe could possibly communicate with His own creation? "Behold, the LORD's hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear:" isaiah 59:1 neither is God too big to care for what He created.