OK, for starters, i put this into religion because i didn't see where else it fit, and if anything i want some good overall opinions from all different views..
This issue is so serious that i lose DAYS of sleep over this subject, the mere thought of it makes my stomache so upset i have to shit/get sick sometimes. I can't discuss it with people in my personal life because 1) i dont want them to get on this same train of thought 2) because osme are christians and i dont want to to start an arguement. I cant even tell my girlfriend because i fear she would leave me if she realized this goes on..
If nothing i praise chrisitians.. blind faith is a crazy thing and people who use it to cope with everyday life and fucked up situations get props from me. I personally just cant lie to myself.. i'm too smooth to smooth-talk me.
SOO, here it is:
Take 1 second and think just how insignificant, not just 1, but all people really are. Humans in general, i mean what if a meteor was coming tommorrow and was gonna take out earth or the sun? Or was gonna destroy the rotation fo the planets? Is gravity strong enough to keep shit in check? We have no way of saving ourselves. That would be it, the end.. And what about being terminally ill? You have no way of stopping that shit.. what if you're living with cancer right now? It s spreading through your body and you dont even know? How could you function with these thoughts? Its fucking mind blowing. It makes every day age me months at a time. Fucking nuts. I'm sure i can type pages more but maybe someone can help make me feel better for now.