I don't know if I believe or disbelieve. I have strong fors and againsts on the subject. I do know that I don't trust Christian(or most Church) people. They definitely do NOT practice what they preach and are quite backstabbing(only if I let them close enough to do so). I want to believe, but I have a hard time believing that a good God would let people that are good in life, suffer and then have a goo afterlife. While the bad folks that do nothing but worng live it up. I understand the idea that when you die, you will "have it made" while the bad people will rot in hell. But why should a person that tries to do good in life, make an honest living suffer while in life? That's what gets me. This is sort of a rant/discussion, not intended to be a personal attack on anyone and their religion. Later, QD.