Quote Originally Posted by 87 Turbo II View Post
*hug*

Best of luck, it took my abusive ex moving to Florida to help me get over my inability to stay away from her even though she was hurting me. I know exactly what it's like. She would make out with other guys, lie about what she was doing, getting drunk and "not remembering" what she did, and when she had a bad day, no matter what it was, a fight would start and she'd make it my fault. It sucks. What you have, isn't love, even if disguised as it, it sounds more like a low self esteem thing. You need to know you can do better and move on, I have the exact same problem. I wish you the best of luck.
yeah, i really am trying. i miss him, im not going to lie. but i know he's no good for me. that's why i need to make friends who aren't friends with him, and thats why im here. when my time isnt occupied, bad things happen.