S-10

Not only are you destroying yourself from the inside, but you are also destroying the people around you that care. You may not know it yet, and they may not either, but take it from someone who knows, you're killing them as well. Self-destructive behaviors originate from self-hatred, and in the end, the choice is always yours. But when making a choice like the one you've made, you have to at least take into consideration the people in your life. It was not their choice, but they are going to have to deal with the end result of your decision whether they want to or not, and that is not fair to them...they don't hate you. Brothers? Sisters? Parents? Grandparents? Children? Think about what would happen to them when your decision has met it's result. Do you want to do that to them? If you do, and don't care, then do them a favor and leave today, now, and don't come back until you've pulled the loaded gun away from your head.