I remember really ripping you up good in a few threads back during the whole deal. I can appreciate someone wanting to do things the right way to get another chance. Looks to me like you did everything that you should have done.
1. finally admitted your faults instead of trying to convince people why you were right.
2. stayed gone for a while. from what I can see you have pretty much been very inactive in IA for quite a while
3. I don't know you from the next screen name on here but I hope things go well for you if you're sincere.