goddamn it it's impossible to make any money right now. i've been at my job for 4 1/2 years now and they cut our hours and i don't make shit. i've put out like 7 applications to misc. places and no one has said anything back yet. i mean i have an associate's and i'm a pretty smart guy, but it is frustratingly impossible to do anything right now.

when will this shit get better? when will i actually make more than fucking $18,000/year. where's the door i can put my foot in so i can move up a company ladder with my hard work?

fuck being poor and living in a goddamn trailer. i was raised better than that so why can't i live better than that?

/rant.