fight club
04-17-2006, 02:32 PM
Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic
My life is spiraling downward
I couldnt get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like, Stab My Heart cause I Love You and Rip Apart My Soul and of course Stabity, Rip, Stab, Stab
And it doesnt help that I couldnt get my hair to flipply thing the other day like that guy from that band could do. Somedays.
Im an emo kid, unconfomting as can be youd me uncomforting to if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
Im almost emo enough to start shaving my legs, cause I feel real deep when Im dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, youll just call me a fag
Cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dikes
Cause emo is one step below tranfestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I dont jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Im dark, and sensitive and have low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara and now Im grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobby
I cant get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me
Its never any fun they say they already have a pussy
They dont need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I dont jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye my hair nail polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
My life is just a black abyss
You know? Its so dark
And its suffocating me
Grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip
Tighter then a pair of my little sisters jeans.
Which look great on me, by the way
When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
Im just a bad cheap imitation of goth
You could read me Catcher In The Rye and watch me jack-off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I liked girls Id only be half right
I look like Im dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw XBOX I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like whine and hit my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo
My parents dont get emo
They think Im gay because they saw me kiss a guy well, a couple of guys
But I mean it's so selfless, cant two, or four dudes make out with each other without being gay
I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways
I dont know diary, sometimes I think youre the only one on that gets me, Youre my best friend
My life is spiraling downward
I couldnt get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like, Stab My Heart cause I Love You and Rip Apart My Soul and of course Stabity, Rip, Stab, Stab
And it doesnt help that I couldnt get my hair to flipply thing the other day like that guy from that band could do. Somedays.
Im an emo kid, unconfomting as can be youd me uncomforting to if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
Im almost emo enough to start shaving my legs, cause I feel real deep when Im dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, youll just call me a fag
Cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dikes
Cause emo is one step below tranfestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I dont jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Im dark, and sensitive and have low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara and now Im grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobby
I cant get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me
Its never any fun they say they already have a pussy
They dont need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I dont jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye my hair nail polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
My life is just a black abyss
You know? Its so dark
And its suffocating me
Grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip
Tighter then a pair of my little sisters jeans.
Which look great on me, by the way
When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
Im just a bad cheap imitation of goth
You could read me Catcher In The Rye and watch me jack-off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I liked girls Id only be half right
I look like Im dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw XBOX I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like whine and hit my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo
My parents dont get emo
They think Im gay because they saw me kiss a guy well, a couple of guys
But I mean it's so selfless, cant two, or four dudes make out with each other without being gay
I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways
I dont know diary, sometimes I think youre the only one on that gets me, Youre my best friend