VooDooXII
01-27-2010, 08:09 PM
I hit a girl today.
I really have no idea what came over me. I mean I've snapped as a result of temper loss but I've never done it outside of my house, and I've never taken it out on another human being let alone a woman. I met this girl for the first time on Tuesday, and I should've been able to tell that her childish bitchiness was just her way of trying to be funny. For some reason though, she just seemed to hit on far too many sensitive areas and for whatever reason she touched a nerve, my testosterone got the best of me and I just swung.
She staggered back a bit and I just froze thinking, "Did I just do that?" She looked up with the most terrifying expression I've ever seen in my life. I just left. I didn't run...just quickly walked away and drove home. I was pretty quiet for the rest of the day...cold and shaking too because holy shit I just hit a girl...for no reason. I've never been in a fist fight. This is not me. Have I just gone crazy? I don't even think I can go back to campus anymore. My mom noticed that I was acting weird of course and asked me what was up. I just blew up in tears and told her what I had done. I got in one little fight and my mom got scared. She said "You're movin' in with your aunty and uncle in Bel Air." I whistled for a cab and when it came near, the license plate said "FRESH" and had dice in the mirror! If anything I could say that this cab was rare but I thought now forget it, "Yo, home, to Bel-Air!"
I really have no idea what came over me. I mean I've snapped as a result of temper loss but I've never done it outside of my house, and I've never taken it out on another human being let alone a woman. I met this girl for the first time on Tuesday, and I should've been able to tell that her childish bitchiness was just her way of trying to be funny. For some reason though, she just seemed to hit on far too many sensitive areas and for whatever reason she touched a nerve, my testosterone got the best of me and I just swung.
She staggered back a bit and I just froze thinking, "Did I just do that?" She looked up with the most terrifying expression I've ever seen in my life. I just left. I didn't run...just quickly walked away and drove home. I was pretty quiet for the rest of the day...cold and shaking too because holy shit I just hit a girl...for no reason. I've never been in a fist fight. This is not me. Have I just gone crazy? I don't even think I can go back to campus anymore. My mom noticed that I was acting weird of course and asked me what was up. I just blew up in tears and told her what I had done. I got in one little fight and my mom got scared. She said "You're movin' in with your aunty and uncle in Bel Air." I whistled for a cab and when it came near, the license plate said "FRESH" and had dice in the mirror! If anything I could say that this cab was rare but I thought now forget it, "Yo, home, to Bel-Air!"