87 Turbo II
12-03-2009, 10:35 PM
You told me to shut the fuck up when I called you an attention whore, but what else would you call this?
For real man. It's one thing to joke, but to actually go through with it is pretty messed up. Now when I was 17-18 I was banging 16+ year old girls. Even got "raped" by a hot ass 38 year old woman that looked no older than 25 and she was fixed lol. I had already fucked both her daughters, she just wanted to see if I was as good as they said I was. Which was perfectly fine by me lol. Now she's married to some 19 or 20 year old guy I think.
When my grandparents were alive, I used to decorate with them. Then when I turned 16 it was pretty much me doing it by myself, because they weren't in the condition too. I didn't really mind it, sometimes i got pissed , but now I miss doing it. Like when I was little up until about 19, the whole road done it. Everyone would come up here from a pretty good ways just to come up and down our road a few times.
[H]as anyone ever felt....
Like they are going crazy? I'm being for real. Like for me it's getting worse everyday. I never had any type anxiety and/or panic attacks until like two years ago when me and my ex-fiance split up for good last year. I don't know why I started having them. For a while I was controlling them pretty decently, but here lately they are getting worse and worse. Like a couple of months ago I ended up having one bad enough to cause me to have a seizure. It's pretty bad to remember getting up to go piss after having sex and the next thing you know is your being woke up by paramedics while your laying but ass naked in the floor with nothing but a towel over you.
For me what happens is I'll start getting over nervous and a little sick at my stomach. Then I start feeling the anxiety weighing in then I start to panic. Sometimes I can calm myself down, but when I'm in public it's really hard. I have to be away from everything and in silence.
For me it can be caused by thinking about something, talking about something, while eating, being around something, and/or a combination of any of these with maybe a few more that I'm not thinking of right now. Sometimes it just happens even while I'm in a good mood and happy. Like the time I just got through fucking. Most of the time it happens when I'm focusing to hard on something.
What's bad is when Your driving or on a bike and have one. It's bad because you can kill yourself and/or other people because of something that's not your fault. I read that stress, problems, depression, worries all can be a part and play a role in causing them. They don't really happen while I;m driving anymore. I've only had it happen maybe twice on a bike and around three or four times while in a car/truck.
I had one last night while I was eating at a restaurant with some friends. I had to walk outside and do something I haven't done in a long time to get myself to calm down and keep from throwing up like I have before. I smoked a cigarette. I haven't smoked in over two years and haven't since then, but my usual methods of talking myself down and making my self focus on something else weren't helping. That's scary to me because I don't wanna start smoking again.
I tried Red Dawn Special Crop Spark 30 for a week and didn't have one single sign of having any type of anxiety. I tried it because my cousin who is a massage therapist uses it to help her clients relax while she is giving them a massage. It really helped me but I don't wanna become dependent on something tho. But I'm afraid if I don't figure out something to help me , that my body won't take this stress on it forever.
I wrote this to you in the Christmans lights thread but you never responded.
why do you always get really personal all over IA? It's not smart to me, opens you up for ridicule from the numerous assholes, and not to sounds like a dick but you realize 95% of the people really don't care.... like, your thread about going crazy, way too heavy for this place, take it to a doctor, and this grandparents part of the story.... I mean, it just doesn't fit in with the atmosphere of this site at all, pretty depressing and not even right for us to poke fun at because it's serious shit. So it's hard to have fun with things like that, and this site is, well I thought was supposed to be at least, fun.
AND you over glorified the super speeder law and when we told you you had it wrong you kept just not reading the posts and saying it incorrectly, and never really admitted you had the law all wrong, and that it does NOT effect ALL speeders.
So please, don't be such an attention whore, nobody cares about the long drawn out depressing debbie downer stories about your personal life, go see a shrink for that shit, this is IA, it's meant to be fun, not depressing. You're just like the guy in this video at 1 min 3 seconds.
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1771556
Oh this would have been a PM but since you crave attention I figured and "ATTENTION!" thread would suit you better.
For real man. It's one thing to joke, but to actually go through with it is pretty messed up. Now when I was 17-18 I was banging 16+ year old girls. Even got "raped" by a hot ass 38 year old woman that looked no older than 25 and she was fixed lol. I had already fucked both her daughters, she just wanted to see if I was as good as they said I was. Which was perfectly fine by me lol. Now she's married to some 19 or 20 year old guy I think.
When my grandparents were alive, I used to decorate with them. Then when I turned 16 it was pretty much me doing it by myself, because they weren't in the condition too. I didn't really mind it, sometimes i got pissed , but now I miss doing it. Like when I was little up until about 19, the whole road done it. Everyone would come up here from a pretty good ways just to come up and down our road a few times.
[H]as anyone ever felt....
Like they are going crazy? I'm being for real. Like for me it's getting worse everyday. I never had any type anxiety and/or panic attacks until like two years ago when me and my ex-fiance split up for good last year. I don't know why I started having them. For a while I was controlling them pretty decently, but here lately they are getting worse and worse. Like a couple of months ago I ended up having one bad enough to cause me to have a seizure. It's pretty bad to remember getting up to go piss after having sex and the next thing you know is your being woke up by paramedics while your laying but ass naked in the floor with nothing but a towel over you.
For me what happens is I'll start getting over nervous and a little sick at my stomach. Then I start feeling the anxiety weighing in then I start to panic. Sometimes I can calm myself down, but when I'm in public it's really hard. I have to be away from everything and in silence.
For me it can be caused by thinking about something, talking about something, while eating, being around something, and/or a combination of any of these with maybe a few more that I'm not thinking of right now. Sometimes it just happens even while I'm in a good mood and happy. Like the time I just got through fucking. Most of the time it happens when I'm focusing to hard on something.
What's bad is when Your driving or on a bike and have one. It's bad because you can kill yourself and/or other people because of something that's not your fault. I read that stress, problems, depression, worries all can be a part and play a role in causing them. They don't really happen while I;m driving anymore. I've only had it happen maybe twice on a bike and around three or four times while in a car/truck.
I had one last night while I was eating at a restaurant with some friends. I had to walk outside and do something I haven't done in a long time to get myself to calm down and keep from throwing up like I have before. I smoked a cigarette. I haven't smoked in over two years and haven't since then, but my usual methods of talking myself down and making my self focus on something else weren't helping. That's scary to me because I don't wanna start smoking again.
I tried Red Dawn Special Crop Spark 30 for a week and didn't have one single sign of having any type of anxiety. I tried it because my cousin who is a massage therapist uses it to help her clients relax while she is giving them a massage. It really helped me but I don't wanna become dependent on something tho. But I'm afraid if I don't figure out something to help me , that my body won't take this stress on it forever.
I wrote this to you in the Christmans lights thread but you never responded.
why do you always get really personal all over IA? It's not smart to me, opens you up for ridicule from the numerous assholes, and not to sounds like a dick but you realize 95% of the people really don't care.... like, your thread about going crazy, way too heavy for this place, take it to a doctor, and this grandparents part of the story.... I mean, it just doesn't fit in with the atmosphere of this site at all, pretty depressing and not even right for us to poke fun at because it's serious shit. So it's hard to have fun with things like that, and this site is, well I thought was supposed to be at least, fun.
AND you over glorified the super speeder law and when we told you you had it wrong you kept just not reading the posts and saying it incorrectly, and never really admitted you had the law all wrong, and that it does NOT effect ALL speeders.
So please, don't be such an attention whore, nobody cares about the long drawn out depressing debbie downer stories about your personal life, go see a shrink for that shit, this is IA, it's meant to be fun, not depressing. You're just like the guy in this video at 1 min 3 seconds.
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1771556
Oh this would have been a PM but since you crave attention I figured and "ATTENTION!" thread would suit you better.