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11-29-2009, 04:14 PM
Like they are going crazy? I'm being for real. Like for me it's getting worse everyday. I never had any type anxiety and/or panic attacks until like two years ago when me and my ex-fiance split up for good last year. I don't know why I started having them. For a while I was controlling them pretty decently, but here lately they are getting worse and worse. Like a couple of months ago I ended up having one bad enough to cause me to have a seizure. It's pretty bad to remember getting up to go piss after having sex and the next thing you know is your being woke up by paramedics while your laying but ass naked in the floor with nothing but a towel over you.
For me what happens is I'll start getting over nervous and a little sick at my stomach. Then I start feeling the anxiety weighing in then I start to panic. Sometimes I can calm myself down, but when I'm in public it's really hard. I have to be away from everything and in silence.
For me it can be caused by thinking about something, talking about something, while eating, being around something, and/or a combination of any of these with maybe a few more that I'm not thinking of right now. Sometimes it just happens even while I'm in a good mood and happy. Like the time I just got through fucking. Most of the time it happens when I'm focusing to hard on something.
What's bad is when Your driving or on a bike and have one. It's bad because you can kill yourself and/or other people because of something that's not your fault. I read that stress, problems, depression, worries all can be a part and play a role in causing them. They don't really happen while I;m driving anymore. I've only had it happen maybe twice on a bike and around three or four times while in a car/truck.
I had one last night while I was eating at a restaurant with some friends. I had to walk outside and do something I haven't done in a long time to get myself to calm down and keep from throwing up like I have before. I smoked a cigarette. I haven't smoked in over two years and haven't since then, but my usual methods of talking myself down and making my self focus on something else weren't helping. That's scary to me because I don't wanna start smoking again.
I tried Red Dawn Special Crop Spark 30 for a week and didn't have one single sign of having any type of anxiety. I tried it because my cousin who is a massage therapist uses it to help her clients relax while she is giving them a massage. It really helped me but I don't wanna become dependent on something tho. But I'm afraid if I don't figure out something to help me , that my body won't take this stress on it forever.
No if you want to down me after reading this, keep in mind. I DID NOT MAKE YOU CLICK THE THREAD AND OPEN IT. So please, keep your shit to yourself.
For me what happens is I'll start getting over nervous and a little sick at my stomach. Then I start feeling the anxiety weighing in then I start to panic. Sometimes I can calm myself down, but when I'm in public it's really hard. I have to be away from everything and in silence.
For me it can be caused by thinking about something, talking about something, while eating, being around something, and/or a combination of any of these with maybe a few more that I'm not thinking of right now. Sometimes it just happens even while I'm in a good mood and happy. Like the time I just got through fucking. Most of the time it happens when I'm focusing to hard on something.
What's bad is when Your driving or on a bike and have one. It's bad because you can kill yourself and/or other people because of something that's not your fault. I read that stress, problems, depression, worries all can be a part and play a role in causing them. They don't really happen while I;m driving anymore. I've only had it happen maybe twice on a bike and around three or four times while in a car/truck.
I had one last night while I was eating at a restaurant with some friends. I had to walk outside and do something I haven't done in a long time to get myself to calm down and keep from throwing up like I have before. I smoked a cigarette. I haven't smoked in over two years and haven't since then, but my usual methods of talking myself down and making my self focus on something else weren't helping. That's scary to me because I don't wanna start smoking again.
I tried Red Dawn Special Crop Spark 30 for a week and didn't have one single sign of having any type of anxiety. I tried it because my cousin who is a massage therapist uses it to help her clients relax while she is giving them a massage. It really helped me but I don't wanna become dependent on something tho. But I'm afraid if I don't figure out something to help me , that my body won't take this stress on it forever.
No if you want to down me after reading this, keep in mind. I DID NOT MAKE YOU CLICK THE THREAD AND OPEN IT. So please, keep your shit to yourself.