So here I sit...

[§treet_§peed]

Trying to drink my problems, everything, and nothing away. Pretty sad huh.....

[§treet_§peed]

lol another thing, have you ever been told by a parent, my mom in my case, that you were a mistake? i have.. o well

[punkr6]

Remember it's down the road, not across the street...

[§treet_§peed]

lol im not emo. im just sad. difference in being an attention whore and just being.

[§treet_§peed]

o and if i was gonna do that, i would just do across the jugular ;)

[punkr6]

Maybe you need to find Jesus...

[Bus Driver J]

Maybe you need to find Jesus...

lol...

[Nubz]

lol another thing, have you ever been told by a parent, my mom in my case, that you were a mistake? i have.. o well
My father once told me that he wouldnt care if I went to Iraq and got my head blown off. Im not even in the military. And he said I was a mistake.

[NewGen33]

Who knows tomorrow could be the greatest day of your life.

[Justin.]

lol another thing, have you ever been told by a parent, my mom in my case, that you were a mistake? i have.. o well

Go out and make something of yourself, no need to sit around and marinate in what someone thinks of you.

[bdydrpdmazda]

Go out and make something of yourself, no need to sit around and marinate in what someone thinks of you.
yeah, quit crying and if you are gonna sit around around and cry their is no need to broadcast it all over the internet, have some fucking self respect

[StreetHazard]

DO IT FUCKER!

Do something about it, like this

[Pher]

The title reminded me of a poem...

Here I sit, all broken hearted...
Tried to shit, but only farted.

[bdydrpdmazda]

The title reminded me of a poem...

Here I sit, all broken hearted...
Tried to shit, but only farted.
i read that in a port-a-shitter one time.

reps for the lols

[SicStang03]

I love when people drink because they are depressed... ALCOHOL IS A DEPRESSANT!!!

[punkr6]

I love when people drink because they are depressed... ALCOHOL IS A DEPRESSANT!!!

x2, misery loves company......:cheers:

[nightracer]

Fuck depression its all about anger. Get your ass out to a shooting range. Take you a pic of the person you hate the most and spend about $100 in ammo shooting the motherfucker. If they won't let you do that there, find a field and grab a friend with a gun and proceed to US Army that target.

Then go to a gym and kick the living shit out of a punching bag. I dare you to stay on the bag for 2 minutes.

[jcs]

^reps i do the same thing only the punching bag is in my house and its good exercise....

[Total_Blender]

The title reminded me of a poem...

Here I sit, all broken hearted...
Tried to shit, but only farted.

Here I sit in a smelly vapor
went to shit but theres no paper
here comes the bus
no time to linger
look out ass
here comes my fingers

One of my old bosses was talking about one of my lazy ass co-workers and he said "his momma should have swallowed him when she had the chance". I literally rolled on the floor laughing. :lmfao:

[DriVaH]

lol another thing, have you ever been told by a parent, my mom in my case, that you were a mistake? i have.. o well
any fool can be a parent... hang in there man...

[§treet_§peed]

I'm ok now, i was just letting some chick get to me and fuck with my head again. Trying not to but it's real hard if you knew the whole story. Anyway I i LOL every time i see that poem in a stall or porta-shitter.

[§treet_§peed]

something that was funny last night. there's this one bitch i took the the little carnival up here. bought like 25 bucks of tickets then some snacks there. then we went to grab a bite to eat. but some how last night i confronted her about being bored and acting like she didn't wanna be there. but she sure didn't mind the money i was spending. anyways im crazy according to her. lol

[Greddypacked]

I love when people drink because they are depressed... ALCOHOL IS A DEPRESSANT!!!

Yep only makes it worse.

[§treet_§peed]

actually it doesn't work like that for me. Alcohol has always made me happy. no matter how shitty i feel. thats why I have always tried to drink a little when things get shitty.

[dohc4.6sc]

actually it doesn't work like that for me. Alcohol has always made me happy. no matter how shitty i feel. thats why I have always tried to drink a little when things get shitty.

QFT...:cheers:

[Maniacc]

Trying to drink my problems, everything, and nothing away. Pretty sad huh.....


It's far from being "sad" - your actions are more like pathetic. How could someone be so badly influenced by another human being's actions to a point of drinking your problems away just to get a few hours of relief? I normally wouldn't even waste my time posting to people like you, but you're clearly looking for help. This is a cry for help. You probably don't have any suicidal thoughts yet, but eventually you will.

You're lacking willpower, Matt. If I really want to do something, I do it. If I really want to stop smoking cigarettes I'll stop. If you're trying to do something with your life - JUST FUCKING DO IT! What are you waiting for??! You're a legal citizen who has all the tools you need to succeed! SO WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING WAITING FOR, DUDE?! Are you that fucking insecure, man? People with insecurity issues tend to give up on themselves simply because they're afraid of letting people close to them and themselves down. They cannot accept failure so they would much rather just avoid attempting difficult tasks. In your case -getting out of your hickville and doing something with your life.

Sadness, anger, all those pussy emotions are nothing but wasted emotions. It represents loss of mental control. I see so many people getting angry with other car drivers, their boss, their loved ones. FOR WHAT? IF YOU CANNOT CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS - THEN YOU DO NOT KNOW YOURSELF. Find something that motivates you. It's really embarrassing to me that I post in the same forum as you. Get your life together, and stop being such a sensitive little punk. AND THAT'S REAL TALK.

[Ziptied]

attention whore, grow up.

[§treet_§peed]

Thank you Alex. I am trying to do something with my life but it's sorta hard sometimes for me to stay focused. It's like some times I look around at others and ask myself why they are so happy and how the fuck I let myself go from being that way as well... Who knows right, cause I sure as fuck don't.

[§treet_§peed]

attention whore, grow up.lol far from attention whore noob.

[Magnus213]

I've never understood this whole "you were a mistake" sadness thing. You're alive, they raised you, and you exist now.

[§treet_§peed]

I've never understood this whole "you were a mistake" sadness thing. You're alive, they raised you, and you exist now.I'm alive as in breathing, my grandparents raised me which are both dead as of this time last year, i don't know my dad, existing yes, but it doesn't take much to exist now does it?

[ATL_EG]

go burn some churches and sacrifice livestock....it always helps when im feeling down :)

[stillaneon]

lol im not emo. im just sad. difference in being an attention whore and just being.


Hence why you decided to post your issues on IA

[§treet_§peed]

Because nothing better to do. I didn't wanna go out driving while I had been drinking. ;)

[Ziptied]

lol far from attention whore noob.

says the emo 22 year old.

[Elbow]

lol im not emo. im just sad. difference in being an attention whore and just being.

Are you fucking kidding? This thread is EMO AS FUCK AND ASKING FOR ATTENTION.

Be a god damn man and quit crying about shit, you're life is no harder then anyone elses.

[§treet_§peed]

Are you fucking kidding? This thread is EMO AS FUCK AND ASKING FOR ATTENTION.

Be a god damn man and quit crying about shit, you're life is no harder then anyone elses.shut the fuck up fag

[Elbow]

shut the fuck up fag

Well grow the fuck up.

[BluesClues]

Maybe you need to find Jesus...
x2
Always helps :goodjob:

[BluesClues]

I've never understood this whole "you were a mistake" sadness thing. You're alive, they raised you, and you exist now.
I was questioning that myself. Do people realize how many of them are mistakes? There are not that many planned child births! Most of us all are mistakes, that's just life. Why should you get upset about that?

[Elbow]

Well I think it's more upsetting if your parents says you're a mistake, it's like saying you made their live miserable or something.

[Magnus213]

Well I think it's more upsetting if your parents says you're a mistake, it's like saying you made their live miserable or something.
In that case I should clarify. I'm confused as to why people are all hurt when they find out they were an "oops baby." I can see why it would hurt if a parent meant to say that their existence was a mistake as you suggest.

[Benefit]

http://www.ganzor.com/images/Humor/microsoft%20word%20suicide.gif

[Buttons]

can you finally successfully commit suicide please?

[Double_0_Rusty]

Grow the fuck up dude. I met my dad when I was 17 for the first time in my life, and two weeks later he committed suicide. Left a note saying

"To my wife and kids, I am sorry for what the mistake I made 17 years ago has made me do. He was never apart of your lives for a reason, and now I carry the burden to the grave. -Russell"

How the fuck do you think it makes me feel, to have siblings call me time after time, telling me " I am a murderer, that I killed thier dad", I've had death threads from some of his family. All I did was show my face in front of them ONE FUCKING TIME. I have to carry, his fuck up everyday.

Does it make me any less of a man? Hell no, it makes me stronger. I know I did nothing wrong, it was his dumbass that made the mistakes. It makes me strive to be a better person, and in the future- an awesome dad. I don't understand alot of things about my whole situation, but I continue day to day with the strenght of the Lord, and everything works out.

Don't stick on the negative things in life, dude. Seriously, live your life, fuck the ones who try to bring you down. You've made it this far in life for a reason, no? Dig down deep, and learn to say "Fuck it, this is me, and if you don't like it then get over it." This is coming from the heart, man.

[Pher]

Granted, I haven't read much in this thread and I don't know much about the person who posted it.

However, I really think some of you should back the fuck off.
So what if he was looking for some attention... We've all been in a spot in our lives where we've been down. Do I think it should true emotions should have been posted on a public forum for all to read, no. But If this guy felt that his only source of reaching out was here, who the fuck are you to judge?

Having said that, talk to a close friend if you're having depression issues, don't put your heart out on a forum full of cock bags.

[§treet_§peed]

It's all good. Like last night my friends took me out. Got me drunk and I had a shit ton of fun. The band that was playing in a packed bar even let me get on stage and played a few songs with them. Buttons, aka Autism, im the new IA whore. Shut the fuck up you cock sucking cum guzzling next Bri wanna be. anyways, Im drunk again and in a good mood trying to get past this, so let me be. All i stated was how i felt about things, so your gonna jump me? How many of you have said shit way deeper or far worse than me? exactly think about it before you judge. after all who are you to judge me?

[Benefit]

l o fucking l yet again

[00CelicaGT]

Don't stick on the negative things in life, dude. Seriously, live your life, fuck the ones who try to bring you down. You've made it this far in life for a reason, no? Dig down deep, and learn to say "Fuck it, this is me, and if you don't like it then get over it." This is coming from the heart, man.

i completly agree w/ this statement, he is right. every1 is on this earth for a purpose, but it is up to u to find out wat that purpose is. life is hard, it will always be hard so when u feel down or are feeling the effects of life just remember u are here for a purpose.


However, I really think some of you should back the fuck off.
So what if he was looking for some attention... We've all been in a spot in our lives where we've been down. Do I think it should true emotions should have been posted on a public forum for all to read, no. But If this guy felt that his only source of reaching out was here, who the fuck are you to judge?

i feel like he's showing his emotion because he feels like IA is a home/family. he said that his grandparents raised him and they are now gone, it also sounds like he doesnt have much family in his life. a lot of people will reach out to online forums especially when they spend a lot of time on them, over time forums become like a second home for some people. i see people who post on here and other forums religiously because they can relate and have a lot in comon with the online communtiy, its easy for someone to open up on a online forum when u feel comfortable and have a common intrest with the other people. also they can express there feelings openly in the comfort of there own home and not being face to face with tthe online community.


anyways, Im drunk again and in a good mood trying to get past this, so let me be. All i stated was how i felt about things, so your gonna jump me? How many of you have said shit way deeper or far worse than me? exactly think about it before you judge. after all who are you to judge me?

drinking is never the way to handle ur problems in life. yeah u will be happy for that moment but those problems never get resolved with drinking. i do know how u feel, hell we all know how u feel cuz we have all been there. everyone on this forum has had a point in there life where they were confused, fustrated, and depressed so i can agree with u on the statement about judging.

the best advice i can give is, live ur life the way u want to live it but keep god by ur side cuz no matter what he will always be there to listen and help guide u in the right direction. also remember god does not help those who do not help themselves. im not the most religious person but these are some of the things that i think about that help me get through tough times.

dont always look to the bottle for ur answers in life, trust me i have quite a few family members on BOTH sides of my family that allowed alcohol to consume there lives and have lost family, friends, jobs, and pretty much everything just for a bottle.

remember life is hard and there will be obsticales in ur way but its up to u to stay strong and keep ur composure. i hope everything works out for u and u get ur life on track the way u want it.:goodjob:

[03RCode]

Matt you're such a whiny bish.

[Echonova]

Trying to drink my problems, everything, and nothing away. Pretty sad huh.....Yeah


lol another thing, have you ever been told by a parent, my mom in my case, that you were a mistake? i have.. o wellI haven't. Damn that would suck.


lol im not emo. im just sad. difference in being an attention whore and just being.Not really.


o and if i was gonna do that, i would just do across the jugular ;)I haven't seen you do either yet. Do some work Nukka.

[Benefit]

lol echo

[§treet_§peed]

lol old man echo. thanks Pher I appreciate it. I'm not looking for sympathy to those of you who say I am. I was just saying what was on my mind, is that not what the majority of you all do? IA is like a family to me. The broken down trailer park family I never had. But a lot of you do know me in real life and a few know me personally. Today I told myself i gotta slow down on the drinking or I'm gonna fuck what life I have left up.

[BluesClues]

i feel like he's showing his emotion because he feels like IA is a home/family. he said that his grandparents raised him and they are now gone, it also sounds like he doesnt have much family in his life. a lot of people will reach out to online forums especially when they spend a lot of time on them, over time forums become like a second home for some people. i see people who post on here and other forums religiously because they can relate and have a lot in comon with the online communtiy, its easy for someone to open up on a online forum when u feel comfortable and have a common intrest with the other people. also they can express there feelings openly in the comfort of there own home and not being face to face with tthe online community.


I totally agree Ant. Some people feel more comfortable with posting their feelings online. I mean there are at least two plus sides to this. One being that it's online, it's somewhat of a virtual fantasy land where you don't have to worry about taking it too serious because at any time you don't want to deal with what is being said or done you can always log off. Then there is the side of knowing that there are real people online. You can vent your feelings and know that someone out there can relate and may have some encouraging words. I personally know that IA is a huge part of my life and not just the internet aspect of it. I associate with people from here on the daily and have even dated other IA members (as you know), but all in all to say that yes I can see how someone would consider this place almost like a second home.

[bdydrpdmazda]

emo thread