Why Are Some Days Harder Than Others?

[Brett]

I swear, My life is a roller coaster it seems emotionally. How is it you can have a few good days and really begin to feel you are healing and moving on and then that feeling comes crashing down, and you are back to feeling at the lowest point again? It kills me because I, and those who knew Leisa.... They all know she doesnt want me hurting like this, she wants me to live and honor her by living, and some days are easier to do that and just when i think I am making headway, its as if the floor is let go from under me and I take major steps back. I miss her so much, and acceoting that she isnt coming home.... I try and face that.... I really do. I think the lonliness is what makes it so hard especially at night I guess.

[1439/2000]

Life is a highway. Sometimes you are sitting in traffic behind the Atlanta Motor Speedway people as you are trying to go to FL on race weekend and sometimes hot girls show you their boobs.

[collins]

i like hot girls showing boobs.... :ninja:

[Echonova]

All things heal with time, the one thing you can't speed up or slow down. But the pain will never completely go away. No one bounces back and resumes life as normal quickly after losing their spouse.

[Brett]

Yeah I just wish there was a manual on how to deal with this ya know?

[ShooterMcGavin]

Yeah I just wish there was a manual on how to deal with this ya know?
you get to write the manual on this one man :yes:

[1MP0RTL0V3R]

pain is something that will never go away you can feel lik you have moved on but there will still be that pain when you think about that person. Its hard to move on after something like that because you spent so much time with her and you truly loved her. But no matter what there will be days when you can't take it anymore and get sad it will always happen, but you can always resume life but that peace of your life and heart that was taken away will always be missing and no one will ever be able to replace that. But good luck its hard when you lose someone you really loved.

[Sammich]

All things heal with time, the one thing you can't speed up or slow down. But the pain will never completely go away. No one bounces back and resumes life as normal quickly after losing their spouse.

x2

couldn't have said it better myself. you will NEVER get over it, you learn to cope/deal with it. my mom told me, this is 17 years after my father died, that there is never a day she doesn't think about him. you just learn to deal homie.

[aaronfelipe]

Yeah I just wish there was a manual on how to deal with this ya know?

There may not be a manual but you have got plenty of people that you can rely on :)

I'd come sleep with you if it would make you feel better :yes:

[Sammich]

There may not be a manual but you have got plenty of people that you can rely on :)

I'd come sleep with you if it would make you feel better :yes:

agreed

[Brett]

x2

couldn't have said it better myself. you will NEVER get over it, you learn to cope/deal with it. my mom told me, this is 17 years after my father died, that there is never a day she doesn't think about him. you just learn to deal homie.

I want to think about her everyday for the rest of my life, because I will miss her everyday till the day I die, I just.... God I miss her.

[Brett]

There may not be a manual but you have got plenty of people that you can rely on :)

I'd come sleep with you if it would make you feel better :yes:

I just threw up in my mouth a little bit

see you tonight...lol

[Sammich]

I want to think about her everyday for the rest of my life, because I will miss her everyday till the day I die, I just.... God I miss her.

how u feel reminds me of my mother, not to mention i dont think you will ever forget the love of your life. even though im married i still think about my first love and its been two yrs at least since we've been together, at least a yr since ive talked to her last, so im pretty sure the same holds true for the love of your life:goodjob:

[The Ren]

:( Keep your head up Bert!

[Dracc]

a wise man once said Brett......



Life's a garden, dig it!


Ya gotta keep on, keepin' on


There are three rules when dealing with a deadly crocodile. Rule number one, I'm number one. Rule number two, the croc's number two.









-Joe Dirt.... hope that made you smile man

[aaronfelipe]

I just threw up in my mouth a little bit

see you tonight...lol




I'll even let you pick the side of the bed that you want ;)
You can pick the channels too :D

[Friggintitsman]

There is no easy answer when you lose someone close to you. The only thing you can do is just live on.

I believe that you should always move forward in life, never stop, but never forget where you came from. The moment you stop, you begin dying yourself.

[teh bri]

I'll even let you pick the side of the bed that you want ;)
You can pick the channels too :D

As Brett's stepdaughter, can I film this? :D

[Brett]

I'll even let you pick the side of the bed that you want ;)
You can pick the channels too :D

Will you cuddle with me after I watch Family Guy? LMAO

[Brett]

:( Keep your head up Bert!

How are you doing sweetheart, You know if you need to talk, Im here.

btw, your friend ask about me yet, god she was cute :D

[The Ren]

How are you doing sweetheart, You know if you need to talk, Im here.

btw, your friend ask about me yet, god she was cute :D

Eh im doing ok.. I hated that I missed the funeral..

I havnt talked to Andy in a couple of days.. we have both been really busy

[Brett]

If you need someone to talk to, you know Im here babe, just like you have been here for me.

[The Ren]

Thanks.. you know what kills me? This is the 2nd grandparent Ive lost this year..

[aaronfelipe]

Will you cuddle with me after I watch Family Guy? LMAO

Yes sir, I'll buy you all seasons so we can stay up all night.
Whatever it may take to help you be okay man :love:

[Brett]

Yes sir, I'll buy you all seasons so we can stay up all night.
Whatever it may take to help you be okay man :love:

Thanks brotha!! LMAO

Karen, yeah this has been a bad year boo

[Brett]

Damn started to tear up again, God today is a bad one