Just wanted to say

[Darling Nikki]

I guess you can say I am wanting to change the person I am. Really sucks when you lose the things in life that meant everything to you bc of your attitude and anger. For the last couple months I have had to deal with a few very personal problems, and bc of those problems I turned into a real bitch. I just want to say I am sorry to a lot of you peeps for being rude, being a bitch, and being disrespectful. I want my old life back when I was happy and I had tons of friends, but I wanted to ask if you guys could forgive me and accept my apologize? Again I am sorry and I just want to say I won't be the same Nickie anymore, things are going to change immediately. Thanks.

[mocha latte cupcake]

well i love ya not matter what nickie.... good luck on your change...

[Kristi]

like i told you before nickie - you are a great person and I don't think any less. I hope everything gets worked out for you and that you get all the things you are wanting. i'm here for you no matter what!

[LaurenK]

Nickie...you will always be the same no matter what...and I mean that in a good way...don't try and change who you are, because that's why your friends LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Everyone has their good and bad moments, but it's normal. You aren't a bad person and far from a BITCH, so I never want to hear that out of your mouth again... :rant: ;)

[DeutscheBAG!]

best of luck with your change nikki. i remember our big ass arguement that caused us to have a falling out out.(wow, about a year ago) Harsh words were exchanged, but i never stopped caring about ya
but it takes alot for a person to soldier up to appologize to everyone for your actions and admit your flaws..Your heart has always been in the right place, just that scarface attitude u have always takes over every now and then.hahah


i wish u the best of luck.

[5thgcelica]

dont really know you...but.. good luck with that. life seems to not want to work out they way we want most of the time. but. be patient. and believe that things will get better, keep trying. itll come to you.

[Shawna]

awww Nickie good or bad mood Im always here. If you ever need to talk or anything Im right down the street from you!!! Just for the reccord you could be as mean as hell to me and its not going to change a thing I still luv ya!!!

[4dmin]

:thinking: ... i'm not forgiving shit unless you post up NWS photos :D

[DeutscheBAG!]

:thinking: ... i'm not forgiving shit unless you post up NWS photos :D

did u lose the seatbelt strap pics from balanced?lol

[A.P. Photography]

:thinking: ... i'm not forgiving shit unless you post up NWS photos :D
Leave it to Paul to bring in NWS, LOL.

Its cool Nickie, sometimes you have to be a bitch to get your point across. :tongue:

[Darling Nikki]

It really helps to hear people say these things, thank you so much. I love you guys. And Lauren ok deal I won't anymore, thank you girl. Walker to this say I still feel bad, but thank you as well. Thank you everyone.

[LaurenK]

I don't know why everyone's telling her to change...their is nothing wrong with how she is presently...I think she's an awesome chick, and she may be going through a slump...but that's no reasn to change. The best advice she needs is to know that she has friends here to support her and be here for her. Nickie, you DON'T NEED TO CHANGE. :)

[LaurenK]

Leave it to Paul to bring in NWS, LOL.

Its cool Nickie, sometimes you have to be a bitch to get your point across. :tongue:

That's what I'm sayin'! :goodjob:

But just because u act Bitchy a couple times, doesn't mean you need to change...you never know, they may have deserved it any ways! lol...

[Tracy]

Yea, don't change! Bitches are fun. Hey, I'm one of them. ;) Do you need to borrow my sig for a while? :)

[Shawna]

I don't know why everyone's telling her to change...their is nothing wrong with how she is presently...I think she's an awesome chick, and she may be going through a slump...but that's no reasn to change. The best advice she needs is to know that she has friends here to support her and be here for her. Nickie, you DON'T NEED TO CHANGE. :)
:goodjob: I agree I think shes an awsome chick and I dont care how she acts Im still going to be her firend!

[5thgcelica]

i dont think she saying shes going to change completely..

i think she means that...she knwos life has been crazy for her right now and shes been..i guess i dunno agressive/angry about it, and that she doesnt like going about it that way. so thats what shes workin on changing..

correct me if im wrong :)

[Darling Nikki]

I know that I have friends here, but there are many times when I have treated them badly, I don't want to do that anymore. I am changing certain things about my personaility that will be good for me in the end and will get me further in life. I will still be the same Nickie babe, just in better spirits.

[LaurenK]

i dont think she saying shes going to change completely..

i think she means that...she knwos life has been crazy for her right now and shes been..i guess i dunno agressive/angry about it, and that she doesnt like going about it that way. so thats what shes workin on changing..

correct me if im wrong :)
Right...but everyone else is responding to it by "change" bla bla bla...yea, like I said people go through slumps, and act Bitchy sometimes but sometimes the other party may have deserved it. And as far as her...being angry cause she has a lot going on...sure, everyone gets that way sometimes. Yea, you can change that...but with the help and support of "friends"...she should stay the exact same way! You attract people as friends by the way you act, "personality"...and obviously she still has TONS OF THEM, so their is no reason to feel guilty or apologize...I don't see anyone mad her. Nickie...u are so silly!

[Darling Nikki]

Thank you Lauren, nice of you to say all those things. I am a silly girl lol

[Bajjani]

Nickie your so mean to me and I never did anything to you!!

j/k it was good seein you last night i've yet to be bitchd at by you so i still love ya

[LaurenK]

LOL...Me either!

[Darling Nikki]

well damn I feel a lot better. Thank you.

[LaurenK]

So, where are those NWS pics Nick?! lol...j/k.
I think you just need to do the shoot, and then you would feel better!

[boosted1jz]

nikki!!!! dont change!!!!!! thats what makes you who you are NIKKI!!!!!!!!!!!!

the cursing could use to tone down a lil, i need to do that myself, but i guess thats what happens when u work in a shop and listen to it all day....


DODGE 4 LYFE YO!!!


chris

[Darling Nikki]

Dodge for life, yes sir! Being around 20 other guys that cuss a lot doesn't help. Yea that would help Lauren thanks babe

[A.P. Photography]

Dodge for life, yes sir! Being around 20 other guys that cuss a lot doesn't help. Yea that would help Lauren thanks babe
The ONLY thing you need to change about you, is your rims. :tongue:

[4dmin]

damit where are my pix??? i'm still not forgiving you :321:

[Darling Nikki]

lol yea i know, need to get it out of the body shop first

[JustinSane110™]

lol yea i know, need to get it out of the body shop first
YAAAAAYYYYY, My truck is in the Body Shop too!! :goodjob:

So does this thread mean that you wont threaten to pick me off with that rifle anymore?? :D ;)

[Darling Nikki]

^Yes that means I won't anymore. lol

[blacknightteg]

i really dont know that well nickie except for a few times when we were all over at kristi's chillin or when i was at north point and you were there a couple of times, but from those few times i came to the conclusion that you were and are a bad ass chick, everyone goes through there times of personal things, i know i have, but i am sure you will pull through and all that..ya hardly even know me but if you ever need to talk about anything, im always here to listen sometimes some people jus listening to things you have to say helps the person out a hell of a lot

[Darling Nikki]

^awww thank you.

[ruah_23]

Nikki A real friend will always be there for you even when there's time you think you become a real bad person.Perhaps the best thing you can do right now is see who is left in your friendship list insted of regreting or try to change yourself. Remember a friend understands ur attitude and ur personality and that won't change even till you die.

Gd luck!:)

[LaurenK]

I agree!

[Darling Nikki]

I agree too. Thank you.

[DJ XtRaK©]

nickie....youve been a bitch???? really couldnt tell to be honest...cept when you punch me all the time!!!!!! lol....you know i got nothin but love!

[Darling Nikki]

Thanks Matt, there will be no more punching. lol

[DJ XtRaK©]

damnit....i liked it...

[Darling Nikki]

well damn lol

[blacknightteg]

oh god

[Bajjani]

STOP THE VIOLENCE!

[Darling Nikki]

lol

[JustinSane110™]

STOP THE VIOLENCE!
NO!!!! :D

[Bajjani]

lol, one of my ex gfs use to like to wrestle...and she head butted me once..that fuckin hurt man my heads already fucked up enough as is...that was a crazy bitch

[Darling Nikki]

Dude I really miss my MAGNUM

[Bajjani]

alright stay on topic here nickie...lol

[The Yousef]

yeah i really don't know you that well either (i think we may have had like 2 converstaions in real life...lol)...but either way i didn't think you were a 'bitch'...i mean shit happens in a person's life...and it will affect the way the present themselves in public...or what not....but do what makes you happy... :goodjob:

yousef

[Bajjani]

^dont listen to him hes evil

[JustinSane110™]

Dude I really miss my MAGNUM
I have some Magn......that was about to be dirty, I'll stop now haha. :lmfao:

[blacknightteg]

yeah dude, dont listen to yousef. he might get you a c4 or something and you not even know it

[quickdodge®]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v131/quickdodge/shitthread.jpg

Lolol. J/k. Nickie, you know you straight with me. Always have been/ always will be. Later, QD.

[The Yousef]

^dont listen to him hes evil

you have no idea....;)

[99ITRGIRL]

Ur awesome!!!! I havent heard anything but nice from you! When I have talked to you you are a sweet girl. We copletely understand tho. When you have a lot of problems in your life, espesially personal ones, they can take over your personality and mood. I just hope that things will get better and know that we are here for you if you need to talk. We are here 110% for you and understand. So don't worry about us. !Ashton ;)

[Darling Nikki]

aww that was so sweet, thank you girl. Same here, I am here for you whenever.

[blacknightteg]

see nickie everyone is here for you

[Darling Nikki]

Yea I really do feel a lot better, Thank you all. :)

[JustinSane110™]

Yea I really do feel a lot better, Thank you all. :)
:bigdance: :bigdance:

Nice avatar, haha. :goodjob:

[99ITRGIRL]

YAY!!!!!!!!

[Darling Nikki]

:bigdance: :bigdance:

Nice avatar, haha. :goodjob:

hey you like that huh. MAGNUM BABY! hahahaha hey Kristi helped me. Thanks to her! :D

[JustinSane110™]

hey you like that huh. MAGNUM BABY! hahahaha hey Kristi helped me. Thanks to her! :D
Magnums are teh shit!! :lmfao: ;)

[Buford®]

Nik, you've never been that much of a bitch,(execpt when I first met you, but that doesn't count) so don't let other people tell you that you were. Remember what I told you like 2-3 months ago? Yeah? Good. Just remember what I told you. :D Seems like she needs a hug.